Whitney Houston - I Will Always Love You - Lyrics

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Allah yang Maha Esa...

to someone who used to be mine...

To someone who used to be mine for not so long,

Lord has answered my prayer

To see you again though in a different atmosphere

I'm glad that you are doing well now

Though I cannot tell

Though i just can smile at you from the distance

I thought I'd never see you again

Before we diverge on a different route

I wonder if love is still left deep in our hearts

Or has the hatred engulfed us for all this while

I wonder if we can continue the story that we once wrote together

I wonder if we can say words that we once spoke to one another

But I never have the strength to tell you the truth

I keep walking on this path after we said goodbye

But at the same time I always look back to see

If you would follow me from behind

I never have the courage to say to you

I still care about you

And I miss you...

My short sory for assignment - Hope

Another assignment that we were asked to write a short story for that subject. i wrote it by myself within two days and thank God could finish it asap.huhu.. ^_^

Hope

The sound of thunder woke her up. She saw the window of the room was widely open. Her lady in waiting had forgotten to shut it properly. Quickly, she got up from bed and closed the window. Outside it began to rain. The night looked different. No star could manage to shine through the thick black clouds. Suddenly, there was a knocking on the door. She wondered what urgent matter brought them to see her in the middle of the night. Her lady in waiting was standing there with a man. She quickly gave him a courtesy bow.

            “What’s the matter, my Lord?” she asked in a puzzled but polite tone. She was yet to recover from the surprise of the loud thunder. Percy did not quickly reply. He gave a sign to the lady in waiting to leave and she did. Then he looked back at her. Straight into the eyes.

            “Hester, Edward’s dead. He’s murdered,” slowly Percy told her.

Years passed by. The old, gigantic grandfather clock at the living room was striking twelve times. Hester was still lying on her bed with trains of thoughts in mind. It was Sunday. The fourth anniversary of Edward’s death. He was found murdered in his room in House of Countville. Surprisingly, after the investigation was carried out, Edward’s cousin- Baron Gent was convicted with the murder. Based on significant evidence, he finally admitted to the evil. His reason was that he did not want Edward to be made a Count by the King. He did not want his cousin to be his superior. Every time thinking of it, Hester could not help rather than considered it as a very foolish deed yet had caused misery. Half past twelve, her lady in waiting came to inform that Percy would like to have a ride with her that evening.

            Hester rode on her horse slowly through the bushes. It was spring and the flowers had started blooming. In a distance, she could see vast fields of green spread as far as eyes could see. The trees, too, were shading and cooling. She could even smell the freshness of air as she took a deep, slow breath. She closed her eyes and tried to engulf the feeling of emptiness inside her. After Edward passed away, Hester could feel nothing but loneliness. He was the one who could make her smile or laugh. Reddening the scar just above her upper lip. A scar that stretched to her left cheek. A remark that left her a memory of her mad-driven father trying to slash her. She did not know what had got into her father that day. She was just ten back then. But they said her father was furious after finding out that her mother had committed adultery and she was not his. That night her father tried to banish her but her mother got into the way and was stabbed to death before her father himself took his own life. She was later adopted by her aunt Baroness Marie since she was living alone after her husband Baron Philip was killed in a battlefield.

            “I never thought you would come, Hester,” a voice softly touched her eardrum. She opened her eyes and turned. It was Percy. The prince flashed a smile.

            “I’m always at your service, my Lord,” Hester gave a bow. For a moment she wondered why Percy had asked her out. The prince did not seem to ever bother about the throne. He would rather let his brother to be by his father, the King and he used to say he loved to be a free man. But he would be there if the King needed him. He just did not find life in the castle amusing. That was what he mentioned at least. They got off from the horses and sat under a shady tree near a crystal-clear-watered pond.

            “I heard that you seldom go out for some air,” Percy said.

            “I’m not feeling well. I’d rather be on bed for some rest,” Hester replied.

            “It won’t do you good if you choose to stay in grief as long as you want. Life but comes and goes. Edward has been long gone. You should know by now,” Percy’s voice lowered when it came to mentioning Edward’s name. Hester was taken aback. She looked at Percy in disbelief.

            “He was my fiancé, my Lord. And was a best man of yours I reckon. How could I let him go from my mind so easily?” Hester could hear the anger in her words. Realizing that she had been too much, she quickly asked for forgiveness and remained silent. Even Percy did not utter a word. Looking past the beautiful flowers and bees were buzzing around petals. Hester slowly put her fingers on the scar on her left cheek. It would be more enjoyable to have Edward to ride together with them. Like they used to be in good old days. Edward never seemed to be bothered by her imperfection when others would smirk every time when they saw her scar. She was on top of the world when he announced their engagement after a dinner at House of Countville.

            “Those flowers look beautiful, don’t they?” Percy took her off her thoughts. She did not say anything but simply looked at the blooming buds. The prince was true. Percy smiled again. But this time, that smile took her by surprise. It was something she used to see in Edward’s. It was out of sincere. Eventually she could feel her cheek turn hot and she quickly looked away. Then suddenly, a hand touched her cheek gently. She was surprised and turned back to the prince. At this time, a soft kiss touched her lips. She was stunned. Numbness began to creep her veins in a blink of eyes. What did Percy just do?

            “I never thought that he would tell me that he was going to propose you after the dinner,” Percy said as he looked deep into her eyes. She gulped as her heart was beating fast.

            “I should’ve told you from the very first day those three words that would change our life forever. But Edward was such a quick man. As he always was,” he shrugged as if it was out of regret.

            “But I knew I couldn’t let him down by getting into his way. He was so thrilled when you responded well to his intention. So I prefer to simply stay behind and let all the goodness for I’ve promised to ensure that you won’t be left alone and be happy,” Percy said again.

Hester did not know how she should respond. Her feelings were mixed. She quickly got up and took her horse and mounted it without turning her head. She galloped as fast as she could as she could reach home. That night she could not lay head asleep. What Percy did and said kept haunting her. It was true that Percy was always there for her. The prince was her childhood companion and was very close to her even before she met Edward. The prince was the one who helped her gained justice for Edward. Yet he never asked for anything to be rewarded. He never asked about her scar. He never did. He was just there. Looking after her in silence. But how could she move on? By leaving all Edward’s memory behind? She tried to compose herself but eventually found herself being accompanied by her lady-in-waiting.

“What do you think of the prince?” suddenly she blurted out. Her lady-in-waiting looked at her as if she was asking when the sky was about to fall down.

The next day, Hester went to see Percy but was informed that he had gone out to the park where they went the day before. She headed there. In a distance, she could see the man was throwing stones into the pond. Noticing her appearance, Percy looked bewildered. But she just smiled.

             

               

When He Said Goodbye

Actually i did this poem for my Creative Writing Skills assignment.hehe 

When He Said Goodbye

The rain running wild,

The sky was dark,

The pain deep inside,

The tears were in the heart.

There was no word,

For the voice would break,

There was no step,

The poor feet would take.

That body was standing there,

Soaking wet in the rain,

Going nowhere,

She started crying in vain.

The eyes simply could see

The heart could only wonder why,

When he set her free,

After saying to her ‘Goodbye’.

Things that fascinate me

There are many things that impress me in this world. i'll try to list as many as i can.hehe

1. How we live everyday life.

We get up in the morning, do things in the afternoon and evening. then we go to sleep at night. in between, there are so many incidents we encounter with- meeting new people as we walk along the road and we begin to build bond with them. we learn new things especially through observation and imitation. we'll observe people and how they behave which, in turn, gives us perception about life. be it positive or negative, it depends on  how we perceive the world and how we've been cultured. but one thing for sure- we grow every second we live.

2. Philosophy & Psychology

I am always interested in philosophy and psychology. These two fields help me understand life and surroundings better. they give me insights that there is no absolute answer because we, human, are different individuals. as an individual, we have our own words and opinions. that's what makes us live and behave differently from one another.

3. Language & Culture

i've been trying to be open to other cultures and languages. for me, races don't matter. what differ us is the religion or belief. yet, the difference is not for us to be rivals. yes, there may be lots of contradictions but respect each other should be practiced. but i doubt if some can do so...(well, we are not perfect)

4. Ballet

ah-ha! i love this part and yet i wonder if i still can learn it at this age.huhu...the gracefulness of a ballerina really motivates me. seeing them makes me want to expose more of the feminine side of me. the gentleness and fragility..oh, really inspires me that i've been watching 'Black Swan' for times and can't help of being jealous of natalie portman.lol...(guess i'll send my daughter instead one day if she likes it)

5.Piano

Emm...i'm thinking of taking class on piano lesson. need to wait until i start working and earn my own money.but i do know that my mom will totally object this idea so i ought to do it in secret.hehe (i'm always be the one who breaks the familiy tradition.sigh...)

6. Books

i LOVE reading! currently am reading 'a doctor in the house; the memoirs of tun mahathir' and about to finish it ^_^ books help you travel across the boarder and time without money. life as a student, i often  find myself being broke.lol..so, by reading, it's the only way i can escape from my little room and travel into another world. i love biographies but you should try to be open and not biased when dealing with this type of creative writing.

7. First Lady

i always wonder how it feels to be a wife of a leader of a country. must be so many great challenges you have to face.i wanna be a devoted wife to a good man, standing behind him when he's leading, knowing that we are worth to each other.

there are things things that stay in my favourite list. well, i think they should stay where they are now for the time being ^_^

i woke up diz morning with a weird feeling.haha..weird...

btw, i'd like to start my day with blessing to Allah. alhamdulilah, praise for Allah, He gives me strength and rational mind to act appropriately after what happened. holding grudge over men won't make me happy. but what does is that i should change myself- my ATTITUDE. some might say there's nothing wrong with me. but i do believe there is.it's just that i don't realize what it is. Allah says He won't change any one unless he changes first. it's true. blaming others won't solve the problem especially when it is about our life. We should see that when we're pointing a finger to others, actually three fingers are pointing back at us. so, check ourselves first before we do anything. but it's not that we have to surrender and let people do us bad. if we're right, stand our ground.

one thing i realize- FAITH - is very vital in one's life. regardless of any religion, we should believe that there is a Creator. the One and Only. i find myself calm and happy when i improve my relationship with Him. He's the only One whom i could pour out my feelings to, be it sadness, anger, or disappointment. then i begin to realize that i've done so much wrong to Him and this time i need to pay back. i need to believe that He still loves me despite of what's happening. He wants me to remember Him.

so, for those who are in greater obstacles in life, deep down in a well of sadness, please don't give up. taking our own life is not the last resort although we feel that we have nothing left in us. though we feel ourselves are useless. there are still many, even a lot of options we can make. pray to Him and He always listens to us. yes, life is about making the RIGHT decision. but there is always ROOM for IMPROVEMENT. to err is human.it's normal to make mistake and we learn lesson though in a hard way. that's how we grow up and become matured.because it is a world where we can LIVE, LOVE and LEARN.

p/s: i'm feeling better after writing this as though i'm telling myself to be strong and remember that i'm not alone. Allah is always by my side. praise to Him, Allah the Greatest ^_^

a cute hamster at hairul.com

i'm getting happier now.hehe ^_^ btw, came across a blog just now- hairul.com. he has kept a cute little hamster at the right side with a note 'don't feed it too much k.' it's so adorable that i can't stop feeding it.(sorry mr.hairul) though i'm quite scared if it'll suddenly turn into a BIG MONSTROUS rat.huhu...just like what happened yesterday. i read a link on this blog asking if we can notice anything weird about a girl in a picture. and while we are actually trying to focus, suddenly the picture quickly zooms in to the girl's mouth which it becomes horrible. showing you her bloody teeth!eww.. i was at that time talking to my mom on the phone and luckily i didn't scream out of shock.what the...lol

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Garou - Stand Up

Ok,today i'm feeling better. i gotta do something new.emm...i'm thinking of sharing tips on my blog.hehe...some improvement. i think i shouldn't let the hatred and sadness bring me down. it's time to move on though i'm going to regret so many things in life now. but how to overcome it?i have to start appreciating what i have now and become a really free girl.or a lady (preferably).hehe... i've learnt my lesson and now i'm going to let everything go. what is past is past.let's be somebody. this a world where you can live and learn.and of course to love again.o Lord, please give strength..

recovering..

i'm still in grief. but thank God, i managed to minimize the litre of tears i cry every day.perhaps cuz was so bz with assignments. but these coming weeks without classes will make a difference. well, i try to engulf myself with books and prayers. only He knows what's all in my heart and only to Him can i pour all the sadness. Only He can make me smile and laugh. now i'll feel guilty if i get to know a guy though as a friend. but the truth is that it is fear.i can't do nothing. i'm just helpless..

ya Allah..berikanlah aku kekuatan. Janganlah Engkau menghukumi diriku sebegini rupa..Janganlah Engkau biarkan aku bersendirian... 

i dunno what to write. feel like more to expressing feelings particularly heart broken. i've been dumped again.sigh...
now i'm finally drained. all my affection towards a guy is gone. yet i cannot condemn them for being heart breakers. i don't have that kind of thinking. but the truth is i'm completely empty. all my dreams and hopes are now gone.i want to stop loving a man. even thinking about marriage. i know this is so wrong. i don't have any choice rather than being single and focus on myself. i'm scared of getting hurt again because you will realize how lonely you will be when there is no one around for you. it just makes u become more aware of that feeling. the more you are aware of it, the more haunting it will be. i just wanna have a rest..waiting for the wound to be healed..i'm tired..i'm really tired...really am...

It's been a long time since i haven't updated my blog. many things had happened but mostly sad ones. i dunno..even now i'm feeling down..

Tatapan untuk saudara seIslamku...

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✐ Selepas Malaikat Israfil meniup sangkakala (bentuknya seperti tanduk besar)
yang memekakkan telinga, seluruh makhluk mati kecuali Izrail & beberapa malaikat
yang lain. Selepas itu, Izrail pun mencabut nyawa malaikat yang tinggal dan
akhirnya nyawanya sendiri.
✐ Selepas semua makhluk mati, Tuhan pun berfirman mafhumnya "Kepunyaan siapakah
kerajaan hari ini?" Tiada siapa yang menjawab. Lalu Dia sendiri menjawab dengan
keagunganNya "Kepunyaan Allah Yang Maha Esa lagi Maha Perkasa." Ini menunjukkan
kebesaran & keagunganNya sebagai Tuhan yg Maha Kuasa lagi Maha Kekal Hidup,
tidak mati.
✐ Selepas 40 tahun, Malaikat Israfil a.s. dihidupkan, seterusnya meniup
sangkakala untuk kali ke-2, lantas seluruh makhluk hidup semula di atas bumi
putih, berupa padang Mahsyar (umpama padang Arafah) yang rata tidak berbukit
atau bulat seperti bumi.
✐ Sekelian manusia hidup melalui benih anak Adam yg disebut "Ajbuz Zanbi" yang
berada di hujung tulang belakang mereka. Hiduplah manusia umpama anak pokok yang
kembang membesar dari biji benih.
✐ Semua manusia dan jin dibangkitkan dalam keadaan telanjang dan hina. Mereka
tidak rasa malu kerana pada ketika itu hati mereka sangat takut dan bimbang
tentang nasib & masa depan yang akan mereka hadapi kelak.
✐ Lalu datanglah api yang berterbangan dengan bunyi seperti guruh yang menghalau
manusia, jin dan binatang ke tempat perhimpunan besar. Bergeraklah mereka
menggunakan tunggangan (bagi yang banyak amal), berjalan kaki (bagi yang kurang
amalan) dan berjalan dengan muka (bagi yang banyak dosa). Ketika itu, ibu akan
lupakan anak, suami akan lupakan isteri, setiap manusia sibuk memikirkan nasib
mereka.
✐ Setelah semua makhluk dikumpulkan, matahari dan bulan dihapuskan cahayanya,
lalu mereka tinggal dalam kegelapan tanpa cahaya. Berlakulah huru-hara yang amat
dahsyat.
✐ Tiba-tiba langit yang tebal pecah dengan bunyi yang dahsyat, lalu turunlah
malaikat sambil bertasbih kepada Allah SWT. Seluruh makhluk terkejut melihat
saiz malaikat yang besar dan suaranya yang menakutkan.
✐ Kemudian matahari muncul semula dengan kepanasan yang berganda. Hingga
dirasakan seakan-akan matahari berada sejengkal dari atas kepala mereka. Ulama
berkata jika matahari naik di bumi seperti keadaannya naik dihari Kiamat nescaya
seluruh bumi terbakar, bukit-bukau hancur dan sungai menjadi kering. Lalu mereka
rasai kepanasan dan bermandikan peluh sehingga peluh mereka menjadi lautan.
Timbul atau tenggelam mereka bergantung pada amalan masing-masing. Keadaan
mereka berlanjutan sehingga 1000 tahun.
✐ Terdapat satu telaga kepunyaan Nabi Muhammad SAW bernama Al-Kausar yang
mengandungi air yang hanya dapat diminum oleh orang mukmin sahaja. Orang bukan
mukmin akan dihalau oleh malaikat yang menjaganya. Jika diminum airnya tidak
akan haus selama-lamanya. Kolam ini berbentuk segi empat tepat sebesar satu
bulan perjalanan. Bau air kolam ini lebih harum dari kasturi, warnanya lebih
putih dari susu dan rasanya lebih sejuk dari embun. Ia mempunyai saluran yang
mengalir dari syurga.
✐ Semua makhluk berada bawah cahaya matahari yang terik kecuali 7 golongan yang
mendapat teduhan dari Arasy. Mereka ialah:
ⅰ- Pemimpin yang adil.
ⅱ- Orang muda yang taat kepada perintah Allah.
ⅲ- Lelaki yang terikat hatinya dengan masjid.
ⅳ- Dua orang yang bertemu kerana Allah dan berpisah kerana Allah.
ⅴ- Lelaki yang diajak oleh wanita berzina, tetapi dia menolak dengan berkata
"Aku takut pada Allah".
ⅵ- Lelaki yg bersedekah dengan bersembunyi (tidak diketahui orang ramai).
ⅶ- Lelaki yang suka bersendirian mengingati Allah lalu mengalir air matanya
kerana takutkan Allah.
✐ Oleh kerana tersangat lama menunggu di padang mahsyar, semua manusia tidak
tahu berbuat apa melainkan mereka yang beriman, kemudian mereka terdengar suara
"pergilah berjumpa dengan para Nabi". Maka mereka pun pergi mencari para Nabi.
Pertama sekali kumpulan manusia ini berjumpa dengan Nabi Adam tetapi usaha
mereka gagal kerana Nabi Adam a.s menyatakan beliau juga ada melakukan kesalahan
dengan Allah SWT. Maka kumpulan besar itu kemudiannya berjumpa Nabi Nuh a.s.,
Nabi Ibrahim a.s., Nabi Musa a.s., Nabi Isa a.s. (semuanya memberikan sebab
seperti Nabi Adam a.s.) dan akhirnya mereka berjumpa Rasullullah SAW. Jarak masa
antara satu nabi dengan yang lain adalah 1000 tahun perjalanan.
✐ Lalu berdoalah baginda Nabi Muhammad SAW ke hadrat Allah SWT. Lalu
diperkenankan doa baginda.
✐ Selepas itu, terdengar bunyi pukulan gendang yang kuat hingga menakutkan hati
semua makhluk kerana mereka sangka azab akan turun. Lalu terbelah langit,
turunlah arasy Tuhan yang dipikul oleh 8 orang malaikat yang sangat besar
(besarnya sejarak perjalanan 20 ribu tahun) sambil bertasbih dengan suara yang
amat kuat sehingga 'Arasy itu tiba dibumi.
✐ 'Arasy ialah jisim nurani yang amat besar berbentuk kubah (bumbung bulat) yang
mempunyai 4 batang tiang yang sentiasa dipikul oleh 4 orang malaikat yang besar
dan gagah. Dalam bahasa mudah ia seumpama istana yang mempunyai seribu bilik
yang menempatkan jutaan malaikat di dalamnya. Ia dilingkungi embun yang
menghijab cahayanya yang sangat kuat.
✐ Kursi iaitu jisim nurani yang terletak di hadapan Arasy yang dipikul oleh 4
orang malaikat yang sangat besar. Saiz kursi lebih kecil dari 'Arasy umpama
cincin ditengah padang . Dalam bahasa mudah ia umpama singgahsana yang terletak
dihadapan istana.
✐ Seluruh makhluk pun menundukkan kepala kerana takut. Lalu dimulakan timbangan
amal. Ketika itu berterbanganlah kitab amalan masing-masing turun dari bawah
Arasy menuju ke leher pemiliknya tanpa silap dan tergantunglah ia sehingga
mereka dipanggil untuk dihisab. Kitab amalan ini telah ditulis oleh malaikat
Hafazhah / Raqib & 'Atid / Kiraman Katibin.
✐ Manusia beratur dalam saf mengikut Nabi dan pemimpin masing- masing. Orang
kafir & munafik beratur bersama pemimpin mereka yang zalim. Setiap pengikut ada
tanda mereka tersendiri untuk dibezakan.
✐ Umat yang pertama kali dihisab adalah umat Nabi Muhammad SAW, dan amalan yang
pertama kali dihisab adalah solat. Sedangkan hukum yang pertama kali diputuskan
adalah perkara pertumpahan darah.
✐ Apabila tiba giliran seseorang hendak dihisab amalannya, malaikat akan
mencabut kitab mereka lalu diserahkan, lalu pemiliknya mengambil dengan tangan
kanan bagi orang mukmin dan dengan tangan kiri jika orang bukan mukmin.
✐ Semua makhluk akan dihisab amalan mereka menggunakan satu Neraca Timbangan.
Saiznya amat besar, mempunyai satu tiang yang mempunyai lidah dan 2 daun. Daun
yang bercahaya untuk menimbang pahala dan yang gelap untuk menimbang dosa.
✐ Acara ini disaksikan oleh Nabi Muhammad SAW dan para imam 4 mazhab untuk
menyaksikan pengikut masing-masing dihisab.
✐ Perkara pertama yang diminta ialah Islam. Jika dia bukan Islam, maka seluruh
amalan baiknya tidak ditimbang bahkan amalan buruk tetap akan ditimbang.
✐ Ketika dihisab, mulut manusia akan dipateri, tangan akan berkata- kata, kaki
akan menjadi saksi. Tiada dolak-dalih dan hujah tipuan. Semua akan di adili oleh
Allah Ta'ala dengan Maha Bijaksana.
✐ Setelah amalan ditimbang, mahkamah Mahsyar dibuka kepada orang ramai untuk
menuntut hak masing-masing dari makhluk yang sedang dibicara sehinggalah seluruh
makhluk berpuas hati dan dibenarkannya menyeberangi titian sirat.
✐ Syafaat Nabi Muhammad SAW di akhirat :
ⅰ- Meringankan penderitaan makhluk di Padang Mahsyar dengan mempercepatkan
hisab.
ⅱ- Memasukkan manusia ke dalam syurga tanpa hisab.
ⅲ- Mengeluarkan manusia yang mempunyai iman sebesar zarah dari neraka.
(Semua syafaat ini tertakluk kepada keizinan Allah SWT.)
✐ Para nabi dan rasul serta golongan khawas juga diberikan izin oleh Tuhan untuk
memberi syafaat kepada para pengikut mereka. Mereka ini berjumlah 70 000. Setiap
seorang dari mereka akan mensyafaatkan 70 000 orang yang lain.
✐ Setelah berjaya dihisab, manusia akan mula berjalan menuju syurga melintasi
jambatan sirat. Siratul Mustaqim ialah jambatan (titian) yang terbentang
dibawahnya neraka. Lebar jambatan ini adalah seperti sehelai rambut yang dibelah
tujuh dan ia lebih tajam dari mata pedang. Bagi orang mukmin ia akan dilebarkan
dan dimudahkan menyeberanginya.
✐ Fudhail bin Iyadh berkata perjalanan di Sirat memakan masa 15000 tahun. 5000
tahun menaik, 5000 tahun mendatar dan 5000 tahun menurun. Ada makhluk yang
melintasinya seperti kilat, seperti angin, menunggang binatang korban dan
berjalan kaki. Ada yang tidak dapat melepasinya disebabkan api neraka sentiasa
menarik kaki mereka, lalu mereka jatuh ke dalamnya.
✐ Para malaikat berdiri di kanan dan kiri sirat mengawasi setiap makhluk yang
lalu. Setiap 1000 orang yang meniti sirat, hanya seorang sahaja yang Berjaya
melepasinya. 999 orang akan terjatuh ke dalam neraka.
Rujukan: Kitab Aqidatun Najin karangan Syeikh Zainal Abidin Muhammad Al-
Fathani. Pustaka Nasional Singapura 2004.
☞ Jika sekiranya kalian ingin mengumpul saham akhirat, sampaikanlah ilmu ini
kepada sahabat² yang lain. Sepertimana sabda Rasulullah SAW: ❝ Sampaikanlah
pesananku walaupun satu ayat. ❞ Sesungguhnya apabila matinya seseorang anak Adam
itu, hanya 3 perkara yang aitu, hanya 3 perkara yang akan dibawanya bersama :
① Sedekah/amal jariahnya.
② Doa anak²nya yang soleh.
③ Ilmu yang bermanfaat yang disampaikannya kepada orang lainkan dibawanya bersama :
① Sedekah/amal jariahnya.
② Doa anak²nya yang soleh.
③ Ilmu yang bermanfaat yang disampaikannya kepada orang l

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Bagaimana harusku sampaikan kepadanya
Pintaku hanyalah seorang Adam
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