What a Wonderful World

i dunno what to write. feel like more to expressing feelings particularly heart broken. i've been dumped again.sigh...
now i'm finally drained. all my affection towards a guy is gone. yet i cannot condemn them for being heart breakers. i don't have that kind of thinking. but the truth is i'm completely empty. all my dreams and hopes are now gone.i want to stop loving a man. even thinking about marriage. i know this is so wrong. i don't have any choice rather than being single and focus on myself. i'm scared of getting hurt again because you will realize how lonely you will be when there is no one around for you. it just makes u become more aware of that feeling. the more you are aware of it, the more haunting it will be. i just wanna have a rest..waiting for the wound to be healed..i'm tired..i'm really tired...really am...